Does everyone see the 5 side of the dice????
WELL hiphop we had a disagreement on dice...and what the 5 looked like. I promised I would blog about it cuzzzzz it was just straight up ridiculous.

ANYWAYS went to the beach today and it was amazing.
Also danced at city stage tonight and it was so much fun. I love it there.

I also look like I have leprosy. I am peeling so so so bad from my sunburn.

My first Ultrasound

(I like to start my blogs out with some pretty rad pictures!)

Tomorrow morning i get to go to my FIRST ultrasound with marycatherine and ben! I'm so excited about it!!! I still can't believe that my best friend is pregnant... I think I tell her that at least once a day. Joel (what shes naming her baby) is going to be nine and i'm gonna be like "dude. you have a nine year old kid."
Anyways, when a best friend gets pregnant, you start thinking alot about having kids of your own. On almost everyday of the week I want to have 5 kids. Only on tuesdays does that change. I teach Beg. Tap/Jazz at the greatest dance school in Wilmington... (probably the world, but i'll wait a few years before I actually admit that)... and i'm telling you some of those kids make me want to go get my tubes tied right now. And i'm only joking. I love all of those kids so so so much. But I wonder... if i can hardly handle them for an hour and 15 minutes... could I handle having 5 kids 24/7?
We have to also take into consideration the fact that I am only 18. I wont be having any kids for awhile... I really think with a few more years under my belt, i could totally take on the task of raising 5 of the coolest kids america will ever met!
Now my job is finding a guy that actually wants 5 kids. good luck to me!

(when I started writing this I totally meant for it to be strictly about MC's ultrasound. How in the world did I get here...)

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"...to have been loved so deeply. even though the person who loved us is gone, will give us some protection forever."

"...humans do have a knack of choosing precisely those things that are worst for them."

"Fear of a name increases fear of the thing itself."

"The truth... it is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therfore be treated with great caution."

First Beach day of the New Year!!!

Today was Fabolous.

The only thing bad about it is that I am the most burnt I have ever been in my LIFE!

No joke. I would take a picture but it would scare you.

~*Highlights of the day*~

-Make a Scene (Sarah, MC, Haley and Myself) being all together.

-Me, Ben, and MC being together (have to come up with a name for us...)

-Getting a FREE new energy drink made by vitamen water! not only was it delicious, but the can was hilarious.

-Getting in the water for the first ime in 2008!

-Laughing til I can't breathe.

-Being with some of my favorite people, at my favorite place in the world.

I am a published author.

Well i took a creative writing last semester and my teacher submitted one of my short stories to CFCC liteary journal called portals. They publish it once a year and theres a very limited space for students to be published.
well my short story was picked :)
The funny thing is, is that I had no copy to show anyone cuz I threw out my hard copy and deleted it from the computer cuz I didnt think they were actually gonna pick it. I got a copy of the book today and im not gonna lie, its a really cool feeling seeing your name next to your story in a real book.

Truth or Dare???

Last night was AMAZING!!! Me and Sarbear spent the night at Haleys house :) did I say how amazing it was??? Tyler hung out with us for a little bit too! I don't think I ever stopped laughing. We played such a funny game of truth or dare. The funniest part was we got sarah to roll down the driveway... but none of us knew there was a puddle at the very end and she rolled right into it!!! I am laughing thinking about it. We ate an entire thing of cookie dough, peanut butter m and ms, and gummy worms. Could we be anymore girly??? Oh and did anyone know that tyler klee can sing??? cuz he has a really good voice. Last night was def a night to remember :)

OH and thank you everyone for praying for MaryCatherine. She is basically completely better :)

Pray

Please please please be praying for my best friend in the World marycatherine smith. She is having alot of issues right now with her bladder and her kidney and might need some surgery done. This wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for the fact that shes pregnant and that causes even more complications. She is in ALOT of pain so please just pray that God will put His hand upon her and heal her.

Thanks everyone

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