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"...to have been loved so deeply. even though the person who loved us is gone, will give us some protection forever."

"...humans do have a knack of choosing precisely those things that are worst for them."

"Fear of a name increases fear of the thing itself."

"The truth... it is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therfore be treated with great caution."

First Beach day of the New Year!!!

Today was Fabolous.

The only thing bad about it is that I am the most burnt I have ever been in my LIFE!

No joke. I would take a picture but it would scare you.

~*Highlights of the day*~

-Make a Scene (Sarah, MC, Haley and Myself) being all together.

-Me, Ben, and MC being together (have to come up with a name for us...)

-Getting a FREE new energy drink made by vitamen water! not only was it delicious, but the can was hilarious.

-Getting in the water for the first ime in 2008!

-Laughing til I can't breathe.

-Being with some of my favorite people, at my favorite place in the world.

I am a published author.

Well i took a creative writing last semester and my teacher submitted one of my short stories to CFCC liteary journal called portals. They publish it once a year and theres a very limited space for students to be published.
well my short story was picked :)
The funny thing is, is that I had no copy to show anyone cuz I threw out my hard copy and deleted it from the computer cuz I didnt think they were actually gonna pick it. I got a copy of the book today and im not gonna lie, its a really cool feeling seeing your name next to your story in a real book.

Truth or Dare???

Last night was AMAZING!!! Me and Sarbear spent the night at Haleys house :) did I say how amazing it was??? Tyler hung out with us for a little bit too! I don't think I ever stopped laughing. We played such a funny game of truth or dare. The funniest part was we got sarah to roll down the driveway... but none of us knew there was a puddle at the very end and she rolled right into it!!! I am laughing thinking about it. We ate an entire thing of cookie dough, peanut butter m and ms, and gummy worms. Could we be anymore girly??? Oh and did anyone know that tyler klee can sing??? cuz he has a really good voice. Last night was def a night to remember :)

OH and thank you everyone for praying for MaryCatherine. She is basically completely better :)

Pray

Please please please be praying for my best friend in the World marycatherine smith. She is having alot of issues right now with her bladder and her kidney and might need some surgery done. This wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for the fact that shes pregnant and that causes even more complications. She is in ALOT of pain so please just pray that God will put His hand upon her and heal her.

Thanks everyone

<3

I am addicted to blogging

SO I know I know. I went a little bit emo in the last blog. I was just upset because one of my friends was participating in one of the things on the list in my last blog.
and just to clarify I didn't mean that I have become excepting to any of those things its just not at all shocking to hear about them anymore and that is what makes me sad...

ANYWAYS on a happier note.... tonight was super fun! It involved cinnamon, broomsticks, laughter, friends, LOC losing at baggo, pizza, a very scarey incident involving sarbear, and the greatest comeback of ERS ever.

Production is 43 days, 18 hours, 25 minutes and 40 seconds until Friday, May 16, 2008

Summer is 33 days, 23 hours, 24 minutes and 41 seconds until Wednesday, May 7, 2008

MY generation.

I am 18 years old.
If anyone would've told me in May 2006, when I was 16, how much my world would change I never would have believed them.

I never would believe that I know multiple girls 18 or younger that are pregnant. I never would believe that I know girls who have had abortions. I never would believe that I know people with STD's. I never would believe that I know girls who had and have struggled with eating disorders. I never would believe that I know guys that take steroids. I never would believe that I know people who are gay, straight, and bi. I never would believe that I would know drug dealers. I never would believe that I would know people who smoke pot all day. I never would believe that I would know people who drink every night. I never would believe that I know people who do herione, coicane, ecstasy, and acid on a regular basis. I never would believe that I know people who have been in and out of jail. I never would believe that I know people who have beaten other people up so bad that they put them into the hospital. I never would believe that I know people who have tried to commit sucidie. I never would believe that I know people who have cut and harmed themselves. I never would believe that I know people who have overdosed. I never would believe that I know people who have commited armed robbery. I never would believe that I know people who have had mutiple DUI's. I never would believe that I know 16 year old's that smoke 2 packs of camel lights a day. I never would believe that I would know "sold-out" christians who completely turn there backs on God.
I never would believe that I would be so numb to it all by the time I reached 18.

I hate the fact that I hear about someone I am friends with, or someone I used to be friends with, dealing with one of these issues and it hardly fazes me.

But THESE are the issues that MY generation faces on a DAILY BASIS.

I read somewhere that when parents send their kids to school, its like they are sending them into the middle of a war. They should be praying the whole time that there kids come back alive.
I couldn't agree more.
Everyone that I am talking about in the issues I just mentioned are between the ages of 16-23. MY generation is surrounded by this. And I know that I am not the only one feeling pressured and confused.

If MY generation is going to change the world like everyone says... then we need to be praying like we never have before. Because the world that we face at such a young age is a dark one that needs our God more then ever.